Tuesday, December 29, 2009

20plus minutes



lub dub......lub dub.....lub dub....lub dub...lub dub..lub dub.lubdublubdublubdublubdub................................................................It's getting heavier and heavier.


Oops! Let me introduce myself..this is chinna.I was a 10year old boy when this happened to me.First ever thrilling experience of my life.I just thought of sharing it with you guys.Let me tell you, you miss something if such things do not happen in lyf.Without wasting anymore time, here i'm switching to what happened.


That day...


Determined very hard..finally i managed to wake up at 5 in the morning.I grabbed my brush..started brushing tardily.


"Blast! a sudden blast in my heart"
Hardly 7 meters away I see 6eyes staring at me.."Thieves" I realized.


"I shall hit them down" I thought for a moment.They stepped forward.God! they are muscular...really muscular.Now i cannot even think of touching them.


"Don't wake mom.She will be scared.i'll handle this" I thought.

My mind started scanning if it can find any solution..5minutes passed..Result: No Solution found.We four remained unmoved,staring at each other.

No option I should shout I decided..
"Shout" i thought..But I couldn't shout..my tongue isn't obeying my mind..may be coz for some reason it is angry with him or still asleep rather it is afraid too as me..

"lub dub......lub dub.....lub dub....lub dub...lub dub..lub dub.lubdublubdublubdublubdub........Heartbeat..it is getting heavier and heavier, louder and louder. May be loud enough to be audible to other three in the room too.." i felt.


Time passed..Slowly I moved my hand and grabbed a wicket.Holding tight I raised it as if i'm gonna hit them.With the wicket i signaled them to run away.They neither moved nor I found them afraid of my act..I wondered "why are they standing still..why don't they beat me if they are not afraid..why don't they run away if they are afraid..why standing still!?"


"What now?" i questioned my mind.."Pray to all gods you know, they will help" it replied.I did it. I prayed to all gods i know, nothing helped..I could hardly notice 2 things happening..My heart beating at rapid pace and Time passing..already 20plus minutes passed..

"Shout..Shoutloudly..Scream" i started saying myself..Finally I was about to scream "Thie..."
My mom woke up, entered the room and saw us.Moving quickly "They are running..catch them" she shouted.In a moment they really ran away..
I'm still in shock..shock that my mom was not scared.She saved me, I would have died with fear.

"Its okay..Its over they are no more here"she said to me.
Yes, it's over..Finally it's allover..

Monday, December 28, 2009

conversation with her


" I am angry" I started my conversation with her.
Ignoringly she said "why?"
"Not a msg for a month, this is no joke, listen to me idiot I'm serious.."irritated me said to her.
"I'm serious too" she said.
I wondered why?
Turning her head towards me she questioned " Is this the attitude towards the loved? Is this what all a love is meant to you?"

"not my fau.." interrupting me she said "may be yours.."

"I have no patience yet i maintained my patience in this issue" I said sorrowfully with a hint of irritation again.

she replied"think if u really understand a girl..think how much u have hurt ur love..think how much pain u caused.."
Couldn't control myself I screamed " i know the pain i'm going through".
Dropping her franky down,feeling uneasy she looked around, everyone noticed us..i guess she decided not to talk to me anymore..
I apologized for minutes.

Controlling her anger Anusha said " not a word you speak ,it is tough to say to someone so arrogant and matured like you.. so just listen.You are good and sweet..but idiot, this is not enough to be forever with your most loved..you always said you got the best partner, the best you have ever met, making me proud & jealous of your love for bhanu..trust me you still make the best pair..go to her.. no matter what, don't leave her.."
she stopped for reply..


But not a word come for me..I tried to speak..tried to justify myself..But how hard i tried , it didn't matter..i couldn't justify..she brainwashed me..she turned my anger to guilty..may be this is why she is my best friend..


A tear rolled down while i picked my phone to ring my love..

A long rather unended conversation apologizing each other went on..

All thanks to you friend..